Sea of Joy Poetry
Tuesday 5/13/03
The Bangles Variation Song
She gets what she wants.
She gives all she's got.
She'll do what she does.
And remain tender,
True to herself.
She gives from her heart.
She loves the moment
And lives in its magic.
Why ask her why?
You'll know what she'll say.
She is the lover
It's always been this way.
Happy is her heart.
Peaceful is her mind.
A thousand summers of laughter
Accepting the meaning.
Knowing the way home,
Not looking back.
She gives what she gets.
She remembers the answer.
When she smiles
Now is the color
Bright and vivid
And deep is the feeling
Of warmth and joy.
Of warmth and joy.
Sunday, July 21, 2003
Ocean Goddess Baptism
I have the choice to be the one voice
And open up my heart to the eternal now.
I play the clear light fantastic in the mist
That has kissed my third eye
Intoning soul sonnets to die
A happy death of acceptance.
She is the sound of laughter
Pouring over me
Chanting for my judge
To set my victim free
Through the eons of time eternal
She is the ocean of love
Pulsating against the shore
She is the cosmic mother
Giving birth to the magical child
Her current is strong and wild.
I open to her message of love.
I support the depth of her transmission
And become her gigantic sponge.
I baptize you in the name of Yemaya
The siren song of the sea.
Setting the big soul free
I incant the mantra
Of ever free flowing motion
Using sound like a lotion
To heal imbalances
On the fabric of time.
To lead us back into
The eternal here/now.
Sun. 4/20/03
The Flower
It's deep purple petals
Balled like a fist
Its tender aura
On which the sun
Goddess has kissed
The wisdom of her meaning
It's scent poised in surrender.
I made a wish
From the bottom of my heart,
That my story would grow
& multiply amongst
souls ripe for its meaning.
I've been gleaning the lessons
She has assembled, day in & day out:
To get it all
You have to give it all
She says: I can't be attached
To the outcome.
Here/now in this moment
My heart is full,
Her love is infinite
Her perfection
Wafts through the air,
Mingling with that
Of purple petals
Tender aura blossoming.
May 12, 1997
SPARK OF CLEAR LIGHT
Go to heaven on a bed of roses, shining like silver.
Being pure and artistically pleasing, if you want to.
Dreaming daydream, a mist of perfection,
rolling off the bay, shimmering highlights,
playing on the water, warm sea breeze.
I tell of the universal significance.
You might call it arrogance, for me to think
I have something that’s worth the time and money.
The truths I have are unique, of the mystic code I speak.
When you want to know where you’re going.
When the skies are cloudy and your head is hung over
with words of fork tongued demons.
Feeding frenzy on your soul, lose the control
but don’t let them take you over, be strong.
Sing the aggressive lovesong.
Chase all the vultures away.
I’m your little spark of clear light.
Like the sheen of a sapphire.
Like the glint of a diamond.
I’m a reflection of where you could go if you want to.
6/21/98 Sunday
Significant Dream States
In significant dream states
Images melt & overlap.
Cranes unfolding their wings,
Bracing for flight,
Taking up the current.
Floatation far into the night.
Bright morning sunrise.
Serpent licking the nectar
From transmogrified flower.
Shining coils of danger
Latent terror diffused by your sound.
Shrapnel ingrained from childhood,
Leeching your buoyancy & grace.
Shield yourself in glowing garden
Sanctuary against hurricane whiplash.
Sub-conscious lullaby mosaics.
His image dimly glows, always blows
Smoke in your eyes, tearing again.
His death was retribution upon you,
An innocent steadfast & true.
Wednesday, December 26, 2001
A Message to Love
Time accelerated
The question was put
To the test.
Inebriation of a startled spirit.
When acceptance stirred the soul.
Reaching the shining moment.
Made special, rich with acclaim.
Your heart fluttered.
I could feel it here.
I commented upon your acceptance
With a trace of holiday cheer.
Oh how near I felt
To the thrust of your psyche.
I painted a rosy picture,
That one day might accrue.
Ripe with reason & heart-songs.
Prayers to the goddess.
To refurbish your garden of gifts.
I’ve been nurtured with epiphanies.
I’m reassembling upon shifting sand.
I’m letting go of egocentric demand.
I’m seeing your image
With two children
Sifting in & out of a dream,
Marching through
Inter changeable passageways.
My heart is astir in memories.
Dancing on unencumbered.
Matriculating freely.
Not encroached upon by fear.
The message of its meaning.
The shining in your heart.
The margin for error calculated.
I’m rising above doubt.
And rationalizations of failure.
A quitter can’t ever win.
The message of love is eternal.
The goddess is resplendent.
Not limited by projections
Or rejections of the heart.
A part of the one.
Not apart from the one.
The universal heart of all one.
The task lay with me
To spark the vision mightily
With enduring soliloquy’s I beseech
The tenderness and playfulness of her
Infinitely compassionate spirit.
Saturday, March 06, 1999
Crawl Inside Sunshine
I want to crawl inside
the sediment the sunshine
deposits on your perfect leaf,
shaped by the ongoing vision,
perpetrated by your roving imagining eye.
Make the dreams come to life.
One wave of your hand &
the color display erupts forth.
No stagnant foothold left unturned.
Soothing is the sound of your hello.
Where the flowers grow in the rock garden,
bursting forth from the bulbs.
Battling the frost.
And before too long.
The song is sung stronger
It belongs to everyone.
Sparkling Bounty
Sad but true.
The size of Mother Nature dwindles.
Never to reign supreme
As in ancient days—
Or so we think.
Collectively we could
Summon the power.
To transform barren fields
Into sparkling bounty.
12/3/98
It Takes a Tree to Fly
She weathered the blasts of the copters.
She sat through nights of silent moons
Her breath etching white eddies, no pain.
Her heart pushes her through the longing
Luna’s heart makes her light enough to fly
The spirit of her mother speaks to her
In old mythic tongues deep with passion
Tears come freely and release her joy.
1/11/99
Golden Thunder (billion year old stardust)
Coursing through a synapse.
Golden thunder leapt out of your eye,
Blinding me with rapture.
A look I’ve relived many times.
Transforming my heart.
Fomenting daydreams,
Rioting in reality’s narrow margins.
Keeping control of unbridled excitement.
I won’t let it shoot me through
The universe, dusted in a billion
Year old harmonics, atomic songs,
Pulsating their union ever outward.
Being mirrored inside the root
Of my central core.
I rejoice at your poverty.
I am in amazement at the wonder
Of your outstretched hand.
Your smile of gentle understanding
As I placed a paltry sum into it.
I left not caring of loss or gain.
Wednesday, April 16, 2003
The Miracle of Love
Raindrops falling
On fuchsia flower,
Color exploding.
The current
Of the moon pulls
Me toward
Your tender heart.
You have the eyes
Of the goddess
Here/now
I can't doubt you
& this ancient feeling.
The child within you
Draws spirals on the ceiling.
Its message revealing
The miracle of your love.
The rain does purify.
Your questions mystify.
I long to bridge
The gaps of your mystery
& tap into cosmic synchronicity,
Fully merging
With the oneness
That is eternally you.
I want to touch your tender heart
& bring on the full bloom.
Raindrop falling,
Fuchsia flower,
Color exploding.
The goddess does multiply
The miracle of love.
Sunday, July 11, 2004
Self Love
Now she's here with me,
The one I've waited for so long.
I'd given up believing
I could get her back
Inside my heart again.
I deceived myself into thinking
I didn't care
& it didn't matter anymore.
Now I feel her /w every
Breath I take.
My heart pumps
The release of ecstasy & joy.
Knowing that I've found the way
to keep her here
Inside my heart
She'll never have to leave.
The magic of her
Ever changing truth
The weave of her mystery
As she unfurls layers of reality
& teaches me how to assign
a new meaning to each one.
I shift the energy
Feeling the laughter of her soul
I once just prayed for a flash
Of her brilliant light shining
But now I know
She was waiting for me to see
That I all along had the magic within me
I didn't need her
And once I accepted Self love
She came back to me
Saturday, March 05, 2005
Devi's Truth
She whispers soft like the slinkiness
Of satin sheets.
Tones of desires fulfilled
Pour into my third eye
And filter down to my solar plexus.
Sunset pinks & oranges
Suspended in the firmament,
Wonderfully wild wind
Blowing the branches into frenzy.
At the core of my energy
The bright platinum light
Reaffirms that all is now.
The activation of knowing,
Cosmic intent manifested in reality,
Knowing the dance is eternal,
Vibrant, as passionate
As I so choose it to be.
Free, singing the song of love
At the root of being.
Seeing, feeling the oneness
Acceptance of all that is
Timeless, infinite,
Brightly blooming with
Each succeeding breath.
Saturday, February 26, 2005
The Shaman's Strategy
The secrets of the deceits
The thunderclaps of blind eyes,
Suffering & pain,
Caused by lies.
Forgiveness comes like a
Fuzzy cottony cloud,
Expanding like a butterfly net,
Over the swarm of sharp excuses,
To continue on
In Self denial.
Friday, May 6, 2005
Love/Light Equation
The flow is in the light.
Look inside to the depth,
True essential being.
Se the reflection,
In the particle light.
Feel the colors
Of the super string.
Hear the voices of
The angelic & guidance realms.
Fear is an illusion.
All resistance to the flow
Is the fear of accepting
The root core of being.
Voicing the intent
Of infinite love & compassion.
The outside emanates
From the glow
Of the particle light
On the inside
In the depth of being.
Let go,
Let it flow.
Hear the words roll
Off your tongue.
Sing to the Sun
Of the heat of love within.
Accelerate evolution,
Beyond duality,
Flow into tri-ality.
Saturday, April 30, 2005
Moving With the Energy of the Crystals
The sun is on the other side,
Ignited in the truth of the mystery,
Unfolding in layers all around us.
We can't hold the essence in our hands.
It permeates the light of our hearts.
It runs its powerful current throughout,
Every cell and atom of our being,
Freeing the child inside to go out and play.
3-D is a masquerade, a charade of its own undoing.
Soon the fine print will be revealed.
The cards will be face up on the table.
And we'll be able to see the shape of things,
Which have been eluding us for so long now.
I turn over the new leaf.
Springtime riots the colors,
And permeates my conscious
Awareness with its perfume.
True is the scent of innocence.
We are all perfect as we are.
Perfection isn't stagnant.
Perfection is being re-defined
In every beat and note,
That is being played,
On all levels and dimensions,
In every second of the Now.
Linear time doesn't exist.
It slips through our fingers.
Like water through a sieve.
I love you inside of the crystal
That holds the essence of your smile
I love you inside of the beat
That turns the phrases sublime
The rhythm and melody
That holds onto my heart strings
And takes me for the ride
Where my heart merges into
The oneness that is the All,
That has ever been
And will ever be.
It isn't for lack of trying.
It is because I've been trying too hard
That I haven't let go to the Now
Where the riddle is solved,
With the acceptance of all that is,
All of us are the creator,
Where the thoughts dissolve
And the peace of the Now permeates,
Leaving the war of duality to fend for itself.
I now chose to give it no energy.
It shrivels up and evaporates.
The light is now all around me.
The light is of the highest vibration.
I accept the changes that flow
Through every lesson learned.
I give up and let go of trying.
I'm doing this thing called being,
In the infinite Now.
I'm only here when I am.
When I am that I am.
Friday, May 13, 2005
Fuchsia Flower Heaven
Fuchsia flower imprint,
Logo of the mother,
Breathing the pulse,
Oozing the splendor,
Of infectious color,
The bliss of passion.
Clouds lace the sky.
Spring, showing her thing.
The female aspect of God,
Gaia, hearing the birds sing,
Reggae song in my heart.
No, I’m not living in vain,
Speaking of the changes,
Activating the new energy,
Letting go of the pain.
I am not separate.
Releasing the control,
And loving every aspect
Of my Self.
That means everything
That comes up in my face,
Is a part of my being.
Giving me a taste
Of the multitudinous whole,
A manifestation of my soul.
Lose control and love the Now.
This is how I raise the level.
This is how I complete the contract,
Making myself ready for
The walk into the other side,
The marvel of 5-D reality
Soon to be here infinitely
Love over fear
Living out the sublime truth,
Trust & passion,
Creating heaven on earth.
Friday, June 10, 2005
Free the Love
Free like the energy
Universal love source
Cosmology.
Knowing everything
With my heart open
To its flow.
I receive & give.
Being here,
This life to live,
Free of hate & fear,
Channeling love,
From far & wide,
& deep inside.
Releasing beliefs
That no longer serve,
Knowing my truth
& living it.
Nowhere to hide.
Barriers disintegrate.
It is a natural state,
This change inside & out.
We designed the code
& reality changes,
along the lines of time.
The trap has been sprung
& I know the way.
Inner wisdom
The spark of light,
Multiple dimensions.
No wrong or right,
Just feeling free
Without fear.
Creating in love
With the passion,
True to the rhyme
& rhythm,
of intent fulfilled,
For everyone to create
The joy of love.
Every moment,
To build it, nurture it
into infinity.
Sunday 8/1/05
The Sorcerers Apprentice
One beat, one feeling
Balanced in heart center,
Emerald green glowing,
Copiously shining ever through,
Clear into the halos,
Riding the gameboard carpet,
Through sub-atomic particles,
Going deeper in inner knowing,
Circular time,
Entraining a river of light,
Chock full of divine symbols.
He was a friend of mine,
When the love was sublime,
There was plenty of time,
To ride the inner space ways
& commune w/ guides
& angels & elves.
He said why I am here.
Surely it was to let love
Reign over & subdue fear.
Surely I remembered how to create
Reality by thinking it alive,
And breathing into it
The sweet scent of freedom.
Surely I would remember
My angry ways,
The students I taught,
The many light filled days
Celebrating the splendor of the one
Enfolding the cosmic promise
Of miraculous central sun.
And now it is upon me,
& there is nothing to do.
It is to be empty,
A vessel for love.
It is to imagine every
Aspect perfect unto itself,
& choose the flower of passion,
The crystal clear knowing,
Allowing the higher frequencies
To resonate within
Complete & ever present.
Sunday, March 26, 2006
Keep It Simple
Clean air & water. The purity of Gaia, the spirit of the deep true love, the infinite power of creation is sliding down into my body from the heart connection. I see your face over and over again. I let go. It hurts me bad. I let it go. I let that past life go. I know I fucked up. I can only be so sorry about shit that happened in a past life. I can only love Now. I can only love Now. I can only love Now. I love ALL THAT IS!!!!
You are a part of me. We've been doing this game for so many eons. I love you so much. I'm letting it all go. I'm disconnecting from the field. I'm detaching all of the feeding lines. All of the excuses, all of the rationalizations, are getting loosed; I'm giving them up for the Ascension. It's the only party in town soulsister.
Clean air & water. The purity that is all of us. Pure intent. I love you like a landslide, like hale reigning down on the other side of the mountain. I hear you, but I can't see you. I feel you in all that I do. I see your spirit resonate inside of mine. Now I see you coming into view. I Am the light and the way. I AM this very day that I've decided to say I love you. In doing so I give honor to all that is. I can't make you see what is so clear to me. My mind is overburdened with trying. I'm dying. I'm not lying. I'm disconnecting from the field.
I've been so afraid. I'm letting it all go. It is the final step, before I come out into the light. I want it so bad. It's already here, & I know it. I feel it. And I love you like the rain. I love you without any pain Now. I love you in the splashing sound of dancing in puddles and laughing at the rainbows. I love you in the pot of gold. I love you beyond trying to figure out what fits. I love you from this steady feeling of being. I love you in the space of where all of the answers are revealed, and I can see and be the genius of all that is.
Sunday, April 23, 2006
Infinite Smile
She shows infinite smile.
She’s got buzz plugged into
Her circuits & a flower for style.
Now in eternal joy, ever to the day.
Evocative humor of the solar ray.
Stepping into a curving beam,
Riding it out to the cosmic seam.
Where dimensions intersect,
And timelines interconnect.
Assuaging the pressure points of the multiverse,
With the elixir of love to keep it rising above.
Planting the passion deep within a heart,
Giving no recourse to fear but to disintegrate,
Causing expectation to dissipate.
Megaton wattage, golden & platinum light,
Gaia’s sparking her soul symphony.
I’m feeling my heart and hearing its pulse.
The hum of constant laughter & all is one.
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Starseed Fancy
Oooh to be in your arms,
Caressed with your smile,
As in the long ago day,
In the most beloved way.
How many lifetimes in love,
Singing your name to the wind?
Little child bathed in golden light
Emanating from your crown.
Starseed fancy takes flight.
The depth of your words
Reaching across space & time.
The formless beauty of your sound.
I venture to tell you
Why I'm here with you this time.
It's for the completion of the game.
For humanity to rise above
Into the dance of light & love.
You slumber, so far, in this lifetime.
I am here to help you remember.
Just seeing you smile brings me back
Sunday, July 16, 2006
True Love Ways
Sometimes the timing’s wrong,
But I still hear that song,
& maybe one day
the alignment with source
will bring me a gift
so rare & true.
This won’t be ignored by you.
It will allow you to see
That grace & beauty you are,
And if you allow it to be
You will know yourself as infinity.
The gift so rare & true
Is the essence of me & you
Everyone has love & light at their core,
So much more than we have been told.
It’s in our hearts that we hold
The key to the truth of our being.
The divine joy in knowing
The perfection of the timeless now.
As I take in another breath
The joy unfolds & permeates all that is.
We are one, we are love & light.